Lyrics (kanji, romaji, english)

YAMI NI FURU KISEKI <3
闇に降る奇跡

不思議なくらい寂しい空に　逝くあてのない想いを浮かべている
冷たい風が季節を運び　溜息を白く凍らせ冬を告げた

この声は君へ伝える手紙で
白い雪と共に君の下へと…

無情な言葉で君を悩ませ　今までどれ程傷つけてきたのだろう
そして痛みの奥に君は僕の　知らない顔を隠し続けたんだね

君の苦しみに気付く事が出来ずに　独り闇の中で悲しませていた

真っ白な冬に出会った君とは　痛み分かち合える二人でいたい
いつも側にいて　巡り来る季節が再び訪れても変わらずに…

殺風景な部屋　空気に溶け込む君を失う事に怯え
そう君が消えないように　君の手足、体、首と指先まで赤い糸で縛った
何度も何度も動けなくなるまで

君の存在を痛い程感じ　初めて気付いた壊れそうな笑顔
触れた指先　凍えそうに震え

真っ白な雪に消えてしまいそうな　君の抱えている弱さをみせて
泣かないでもう一人じゃないから　共に夢を見よう…

悲しいくらいに白く降りしきる　先で待つ季節を迎えに逝こう
もしもその地が枯れ果ててたなら　手を取り歩んで行こう二人で…

YAMI NI FURU KISEKI taken from EGO HABITAT

fushigi na kurai sabishii sora ni yuku ate no nai omoi wo ukabeteiru
tsumetai kaze ga kisetsu wo hakobi[1] tameiki wo shiroku koorase fuyu wo tsugeta

kono koe wa kimi e tsutaeru tegami de
shiroi yuki to tomo ni kimi no moto eto furu...

mujou no kotoba de kimi wo nayamase ima made dore hodo kizutsukete kita no darou
soshite itami no oku ni kimi wa boku no shiranai kao wo kakushi tsuzuketanda ne

kimi no kurushimi ni kizuku koto ga dekizu ni
hitori yami no naka de kanashimaseteita

masshiro na fuyu ni deatta kimi to wa itami wakachiaeru futari de itai
itsumo soba ni ite megurikuru kisetsu ga futatabi otozurete mo kawarazu ni...

sappuukei na heya kuuki ni tokekomu kimi wo ushinau koto ni obie
sou kimi ga kienai you ni
kimi no teashi, karada, kubi to yubisaki made akai ito de shibatta
nandomo nandomo ugoke nakunaru made

kimi no sonzai wo itai hodo kanji
hajimete kizuita kowaresou na egao
fureta yubisaki kogoesou ni furue

masshiro na yuki ni kieteshimaisou na kimi no kakaeteiru yowasa wo misete
nakanaide mou hitori janai kara tomo ni yume wo miyou...
kanashii kurai shiroku furishikiru saki de matsu kisetsu wo mukae ni yukou
moshi mo sono chi ga kare hateteta nara te wo tori arunde yukou futari de...



[1] written "erabi"

THE MIRACLE THAT FALLS INTO DARKNESS taken from EGO HABITAT

In the rather wondrous lonely sky my thoughts that will never die are floating
The cold winds bring[1] the season, my frozen white sigh heralded winter

My voice is in the letter written to you
It wafts down under you along with the white snow...

My heartless words torture you well I suppose until even now it pains you
And in the interior of the pain, the fact was that you continued to conceal a face unknown to me, didn't you?

Without feeling your pain
I was making you suffer alone in the darkness

With you, whom I met in the pure white winter I want it so that the two of us can share the pain
Always, by your side unchangeable, though the seasons cycle again...

In the dreary room I fear that I will lose you as you sink into the void
So that you won't disappear like this
I bounded your limbs, body, neck, and fingertips with red thread
Over and over, again and again, until your movements die off

I feel your existence until it hurts
Your smile that seemed broken was what I noticed first
Our fingertips touched they shiver as if they were freezing

You, looking like you would disappear in the pure white snow; show me the weakness you carry with you
Don't cry, for you are no longer alone let us watch the dream together...
Let us go to meet the waiting sorrowful, white, first blizzard of the season
If this earth should fall to a desolate end let us clasp our hands and walk, the two of us...

GARNET

絶え間ない熱病に酷くうなされている眠らない旋律
「Save Me From The Dark...」

不安定な鼓動　致死量に満たない快楽と解放
「Believed in You...」

I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... Bite... Vice... Blame Voice... 救いなどもう来やしない
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
俺は存在を何処かに捨てて　be going to Life...

腐る砂を噛む苦悩の日々　満たされ足りない...

I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... Bite.. Vice.. Blame Voice.. 気紛れに吐き捨てるなら
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
俺を不愉快に哀れむがいい
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
ここは無秩序な傷だらけの　Garden
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
せめて絶えるまで侵し続けて　be going to Die...

A lie is piled up in order to hide a lie...

I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... Bite.. Vice.. Blame Voice.. 気紛れに吐き捨てるなら
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
俺は生き惑い何処に行けばいい？
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
ここは無秩序な傷だらけの　Garden
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
声が枯れるまで嘆き続けて　be goin to Life...

GARNET

taemanai netsubyou ni hidoku unasareteiru nemuranai senritsu
Save Me From The Dark...

fuantei na kodou chishiryou ni mitanai kairaku to kaihou
Believed in You...'

I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... Bite... Vice... Blame Voice... sukui nado mou kiyashinai
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
ore wa sonzai wo doko ka ni sutete be going to Life...

kusaru suna wo kamu kunou no hibi mitasaretarinai...
I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... Bite... Vice... Blame Voice... kimagure ni hakisuteru nara
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
ore wo fuyukai ni awaremu ga ii
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
koko wa muchitsujo na kizu darake no Garden
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
semete taeru made okashitsuzukete be going to Die...

A lie is piled up in order to hide a lie...

I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... Bite... Vice... Blame Voice... kimagure ni hakisuteru nara
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
ore wa ikimadoi doko ni ikeba ii?
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
koko wa muchitsujo na kizu darake no Garden
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
koe ga kareru made nagekitsuzukete be going to Life...

GARNET taken from this forum

Plagued relentlessly by feverish nightmares, a sleepless melody
'Save me from the dark...'

an unstable pulse, a pleasure and release below the lethal dosage
'Believed in you...'

I'm falling, praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... bite... vice... blame voice... no salvation for me now
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
I threw away my existence at some point, be going to life...

my hard days of chewing the rotten sand,
I'm not getting enough out of this...

I'm falling, praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... bite... vice... blame voice...
if I were to just come out and say what I was thinking...
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
you should disgustingly take pity on me
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
this is a chaotic garden covered in wounds,
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
continue to violate at least until it stops, be going to die

a lie is piled up in order to hide a lie...

I'm falling, praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... bite... vice... blame voice...
if I were to just come out and say what I was thinking...
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
lost my way in life, where should I go?
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
this is a chaotic garden covered in wounds,
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
I'll keep crying until my voice gives out. be going to life going to Life...

OBORO NO TSUKI
朧ノ月

闇の中から生まれる無限の蒼白
目覚めなき夢に誘う物憂げな女神

抜け出す事の出来ない孤独の揺籠
生きる痛みと叶わぬ「自由」をかかげて

この苦しみ死ぬまで続くのだろう…
光の無い現実ははかなくて…

月が奏でる哀しい夜の調べ
静けさに深く孤独の闇さえも愛しい
闇に咲く力無き華は祈るだけ
青白く空に舞う朧の月よ…

夜に焦がれし想いは淡い夢うつつ…
天に願う祈りの唄を口ずさむ

誰もが絶望と苦悩を抱えて
誰もが飛び立てずにいる

この苦しみ死ぬ迄続くのだろう…
この叫びは闇の中に響くだけ…

この身悶えし愚かな日々想う
過ちなど無い…空に浮かぶ月が滲んで
残された願いは悲しみが濡らしていく
恋い焦がれて狂おしき朧の月よ…


OBORO NO TSUKI

Yami no naka kara umareru mugen no souhaku
Samenaki yume ni sasou monou ki na megami

Nukedasu koto no dekinai kodoku no yurikago
Ikiru itami to kanawanu [jiyuu] wo kakagete

Kono kurushimi shinu made tsuzuku no darou...
Hikari no nai genjitsu wa hakanakute...

Tsuki ga kanaderu kanashii yo no shirabe
Shizukesa ni fukaku kodoku no yamisae mo itoshii
Yami ni saku chikara naki hana wa inoru dake
Ao shiroku sora ni mau oboro no tsuki yo...

Yo ni kogareshi omoi wa awai yume utsutsu...
Sora* ni negau inori no uta o kuchizasumu

Dare mo ga zetsubou to kunou kakaete dare mo ga tobitatezu ni iru

Kono kurushimi shinu made tsuzuku no darou...
Kono sakebi wa yami no naka ni hibiku dake...

Kono mi modaeshi orokana hibi omou
Ayamachi nado nai... sora ni ukabu tsuki ga nijinde
Nokosareta negai wa kanashimi ga nurashite iku
Koikogare kuruoshiki oboro no tsuki yo...



MISTY MOON taken from passionate despair / translated by Emily Devan

A limitless paleness born of the dark
A languid goddess invites you into a dream without waking

A solitary cradle from which there is no escape
Raising high the pain of living and the unattainable freedom

I suppose this suffering will continue until I die.
A lightless reality is as vain as a dream

The sad night melody that the moon plays
Even the deep, still, solitary darkness is precious
The powerless flower that blooms in the darkness will only pray
The pallid, misty moon that flutters in the sky

In the night, longings and thoughts are a pale dream-like reality
Crooning the song of a prayer begged of the heavens

Everyone is burdened by despair and anguish, unable to fly away.

I suppose this suffering will continue until I die.
This scream will only echo in the dark.

I think of days spent writhing in agony like this
There is no mistake The moon floating in the sky blurs
Left behind, my prayer is gradually submerged in sadness
Misty moon that I love to the point of madness

SUBLIMINAL

変性意識と組み換えられたそのプログラム
お前の躯に静かに入り込むニルヴァーナ

催眠状態　現実ち幻覚のイマジネーション
深く混ざり合うインプラントされた黒く歪む記憶

理性の底に潜む君は妖美にまどろむ
本性は快楽のカタマリなのさ

Everybody! singing dance !　混ざり合う君の中で…

Somebody let me down !　快楽に溺れながら…

You're my slave until die!　ヴィルスと俺が笑う…

I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me...
I am confusing...

Looking to your dark... confusing what the real...
You felt in despair... those should believe were found...

剥き出す神経　刺激剥奪したその躯
脳が腐るまでサブリミナルしよう深く赤い鼓動を

賛美の雨に揺らぐ君の中に眠っている
本性は欲望のカタマリなのさ

Everybody! singing dance !　混ざり合う君の中で…

Somebody let me down !　快楽に溺れながら…

You're my slave until die!　ヴィルスと俺が笑う…


Everybody! singing dance ! with one voice ! lalala...


SUBLIMINAL

Hensei ishiki to kumi kaerareta sono program
Omae no karada ni shizuka ni hairikomu nirvana

Saimin joutai genjitsu to genkaku no imagination
Fukaku mazari au implant sareta kuroku yugamu kioku

Risei no soko ni hisomu kimi wa youbi ni madoromu
Honshou wa kairaku no katamari na no sa

Everybody! singing dance ! mazari au kimi no naka de...

Somebody let me down ! kairaku ni oborenagara

You're my slave until die! virus to ore ga warau...


I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me...
I am confusing...

Looking to your dark... confusing what the real...
You felt in despair... those should believe were found...

Mukidasu shinkei shigeki hakudashita sono karada
Nou ga kusaru made subliminal shiyou fukaku akai kodou wo

Sanbi no ame ni yuragu kimi no naka ni nemutte iru
Honshou wa yokubou no katamari na no sa

Everybody! singing dance ! mazari au kimi no naka de...

Somebody let me down ! kairaku ni oborenagara

You're my slave until die! virus to ore ga warau...


Everybody! singing dance ! with one voice ! lalala...


SUBLIMINAL taken from passionate despair / translated by Emily Devan

A degenerate consciousness and a rearranged program
The nirvana of silently penetrating your lifeless body

In a state of hypnosis reality and illusory imagination
A contaminated memory deeply implanted, distorted with darkness

You, who lurks at the bottom of reason, slumber in unearthly beauty
Is your true personality a mass of carnal pleasure, I wonder?

Everybody! singing dance ! ...While, inside your impure body...

Somebody let me down !... I indulge in carnal pleasure...

You're my slave until die! ...I laugh with the virus...


I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me...
I am confusing...

Looking to your dark... confusing what the real...
You felt in despair... those should believe were found...

A bared nerve Your lifeless body deprived of motivation
Until our brains rot, let's create a subliminal, deep, red pulse

I sleep within you as you tremble in a rain of adoration
Is your true personality a mass of sexual desire, I wonder?

Everybody! singing dance ! ...While, inside your impure body...

Somebody let me down !　 I indulge in carnal pleasure...

You're my slave until die! ...I laugh with the virus...


Everybody ! singing dance ! with one voice ! lalala...

BORN

Why...Life...
不快な声と望みもしない不自由に繋がれて

Why...Die...
闇が飲み込み感覚を捨ててしまえば満たされる

生きる意味さえも忘れられぬ屈辱の日々も
消してしまいたい...弱さ共にdie away...

I want to broke mind... I was born again.爛れ落ちてく
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

why...Life...悪化していく唇を噛む苛立ちは皮膚を裂き
why...Die...高鳴る鼓動止める術無く滲みだす嫌悪感

深い溜息と踏み出せずに震えだす肩を
痛む爪痕がその苦しみに委ね

I want to broke mind... I was born again.灰と化した弱さで
I let it all out... it all over again...

welcome to... nothing to worry about...
Something broke and you were born again.声を高く響かせ

All you have to do it just follow me
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

「生きる意味などは無い」そう口ずさむ君　どこかでまた探しては捕われ、
閉ざされた深淵に光が射す事も無くて　You are another grazing at die...

I want to broke mind... I was born again.何も恐れはしない
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind...
You are born again.
君に溢れ出す愛

All you have to do it just follow me
Lost waords for you...
worry same the scars...

BORN taken from EGO HABITAT

why... Life... fukai na koe to nozomi mo shinai fujiyuu ni tsunagarete
why... Die... yami ga nomikomi kankaku wo suteteshimaeba mitasareru

ikiru muimi sa mo wasurerarenu tsuzujoku no hibi mo
keshite shimaitai... yowasa to tomo ni... "hibike..."

I want to broke mind... I was born again. tadare ochiteku gisei
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

why... Life... akkashiteiku kuchibiru wo kamu iradachi wa hifu wo saki
why... Die... takanaru kodou tomeru sube naku nijimidasu ken'okan

fukai rengoku e fumidasezu ni furuedasu kata ga
ikiru kentai wo irokoku someru "hibike..."

I want to broke mind... I was born again. hai to kakeshita yowasa de
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again. koe wo takaku hibikase
All you have to do it just follow me
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

"ikiru imi nado wa nai" sou kuchizusamu kimi dokoka de mata sagashite wa toware...
tozasareta shin'en ni hikari ga sasu koto mo nakute You are another gazing at die...

I want to broke mind... I was born again. nanimo osore wa shinai
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again. kimi ni afuredasu ai
All you have to do it just follow me
Last words for you... worry same the scars...

BORN taken from EGO HABITAT

why... Life... the unpleasant voice and desire are also connected to the restricting disability
why... Die... if those sensations that are swallowed up by darkness are abandoned, it's satisfying

The meaninglessness of living, and that forgotten day of disgrace
I want to erase them all... along with weakness... "resound"

I want to broke mind... I was born again. A sacrifice that fell to festering
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

why... Life... I bite at my deteriorating lips, the irritation splits the skin
why... Die... no way to stop the throbbing pulsations, oozing loathsome feelings

Without having stepped into the deep purgatory, my shoulders are shaking
The ennui of living is pronouncedly coloured "resound"

I want to broke mind... I was born again. Weakness turned to ash
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again. Voices loudly resound
All you have to do it just follow me
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

"There's no meaning of living and such" so you hum somewhere you still search, you've been captured...
Impossible to shoot light into the closed abyss You are another gazing at die...

I want to broke mind... I was born again. I am afraid of nothing
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again. My love overflowing to you
All you have to do it just follow me
Last words for you... worry same the scars...

QUARTER VOID

何もかもありふれた理想望み　自分自身何者かも既に見失い
自らえぐる傷で増してく痛みが唯一のtightrope
無口な赤い水は何も語らず wake up to realize... I.D of myself...
自我を無くし羽根の折れた淡い...悪夢
支配の種埋め込まれたﾏﾈｷﾝの様で
脈打つ赤い傷に鼓動沈めて不安を噛み砕き　餌食にされる前に釘を刺しては wake up to realize... I.D of myself...

枯れ果て心の無い　灰に包まれた空の下　見失った声は数えきれない

闇に吐いた罵声達は陽を浴びずに　線を創る蟻の様にただ従うだけ
脈打つ赤い傷に鼓動沈めて不安を噛み砕き　餌食にされる前に心に釘を刺して沈まないように wake up to realize... I.D of myself...

繋がれたその躯で羽ばたく事を忘れたなら　その先には逃げ場は何処にも無い
たとえ絶望に堕ち　足下が闇に覆われても　その腕には消えない光がある

時間を繋ぎ合わせ最果てに待つエピローグ
燃え尽き...終わりが荒れ果てた声でも

枯れ果て心の無い 灰に包まれた空の下
失くしていた自分を今解き放て
hardship over...この声は...
まだ見ぬ彼方へと向かって...


QUARTER VOID taken from EGO HABITAT

nanimokamo arifureta risou nozomi
jibun jishin nanimonoka mo sude ni miushinai

mizukara eguru kizu de mashiteku itami ga yuiitsu no tightrope
mukuchi na akai mizu wa nanimo katarazu wake up to realize... I.D. of myself...

jiga wo nakushi hane no oreta awai... akumu
shihai no tane umekomareta MANEKIN no you de

myaku utsuchi akai kizu ni kodou shizumete fuan wo kamikudaki
ejiki ni sareru mae ni kugi wo sashite wa wake up to realize... I.D. of myself...

karehate kokoro no nai hai ni tsutsumareta sora no shita
miushinatta koe wa kazoekirenai

yami ni haita baseitachi wa hi wo abizuni
sen wo tsukuru ari no you ni tada shitagau dake

myaku utsuchi akai kizu ni kodou shizumete fuan wo kamikudaki
ejiki ni sareru mae ni kugi wo sashite wa wake up to realize... I.D. of myself...

tsunagareta sono karada de habataku koto wo wasureta nara
sono saki ni wa nigeba wa doko ni mo nai
tatoeba zetsubou ni ochi ashimoto ga yami ni oowaretemo
sono ude ni wa kienai hikari ga aru

jikan wo tsunagi awase saihate ni matsu EPIROOGU
moetsuki... owari ga arehateta koe demo

karehate kokoro no nai hai ni tsutsumareta sora no shita
nakushiteita jibun wo ima tokihanate
hardship over... kono koe wa...
mada minu kanata e to mukau...


QUARTER VOID taken from EGO HABITAT

Everything is but mundane ideals and hopes
I already lose sight; of myself, of oneself, of someone

I prefer the pain from the wound that I gouged out personally, it's the only tightrope
The reticent red liquid won't give away anything wake up to realize... I.D. of myself

The faint broken nightmare of the wings of my lost ego
I'm like the mannequin with the seeds of control buried within

My unrest simplifies, as it sinks throbbing into the red wound in my pulsating vein
Before my prey does, I pierce the nail in to wake up to realize... I.D. of myself

Dead to the utmost, my heart is gone under a sky that embraces but ash
All the voices I lost sight of are innumerable

The light won't bathe the jeers that the darkness spat out
Like ants that form lines, I can only merely abide by the rules

My unrest simplifies, as it sinks throbbing into the red wound in my pulsating vein
Before my prey does, I pierce the nail in to wake up to realize... I.D. of myself

If I forgot that my wings were connected to this body
then I can't get anywhere to that place of refuge
Even if these feet for example, that collapse into despair, are covered in darkness
that inextinguishable light still exists in these arms

The lengths of time are tied together, at the ends of which my epilogue awaits
Burned out to the last... the end is voices fallen into desolation, but...

Dead to the utmost, my heart is gone under a sky that embraces but ash
I now release the myself that I had lost
hardship over... this voice is...
I go towards the other side that I still cannot see...

"FUYUU SHITA RISOU"
浮遊した理想

I can't erase… that's why I… floating away…

Just thinking of the scene makes me sick…
eat away… decay… before it's your falldown…

未完成な月と死にかけの太陽はまるで蜃気楼のように
砕け散った理性は甘く君を貪る　荒れ果てた声に抱かれ

「夢を見るの…」　君から浮かび上がる天へと
剥がれ落ちた理想と錆び付いた現実に　淡い香り擦れ違う
嘆き迷う闇は君さえも飲み込んだ　揺らぐ月と雲のように

It's tears of blood begin to seep… worry… your hurt… many promise broken
It's tears of blood begin to seep… dirty… suffer… before it's your falldown…

hating… falling… I am withstanding now…

Just thinking of the scene makes me sick… liar… betray… keep from falling…
Just thinking of the scene makes me sick…
eat away… decay… before it's your falldown…

絡み付いた願いが千切れてしまいそうで絶望しか描けずに…
偽り無き想いは確かにこの手にある…　離せばもう探せない…
押し寄せる侵蝕にもう絶えきれない　願いを…
believe me… stay with me… hug falldown…

I go away from the sun… I'm falling… dirty… worry… How deep I descend？
screaming… be tired… so long…　with darkness so long… I lose light…


"FUYUU SHITA RISOU" taken from EGO HABITAT

I can't erase... that's why I... floating away...
Just thinking of the scene makes me sick...
eat away... decay... before it's your Falldown...

mikansei na tsuki to shinikake no taiyou wa marude shinkirou no you ni
kudakechitta risei wa amaku kimi wo musaboru arehateta koe ni dakare
"yume wo miru no..." kimi kara ukabiagaru sora e to
hagareochita risou to sabitsuita genjitsu ni
awai kaori surechigau

nageki mayou yami wa kimi sae nomikonda
yuragu tsuki to kumo no you ni

It's tears of blood begin to seep... worry... your hurt... many promise broken
It's tears of blood begin to seep... dirty... suffer... before it's your Falldown...

hating... falling... I am withstanding now...

Just thinking of the scene makes me sick... liar... betray... keep from falling....
Just thinking of the scene makes me sick... eat away... decay... before it's your Falldown...

karamitsuita negai ga chigirete shimaisou de zetsubou shika egakezu ni...
itsuwarinaki omoi wa tashikani kono te ni aru... hanaseba mou sagasenai...
oshiyoseru shinshoku ni mou taekirenai negai wo...
believe me... stay with me... hug Falldown...

I go away from the sun... I'm falling... dirty... worry... How deep I descend?
screaming... be tired... so long... with darkness so long... I lose light...


taken from EGO HABITAT

I can't erase... that's why I... floating away...
Just thinking of the scene makes me sick...
eat away... decay... before it's your Falldown...

The incomplete moon and almost-dead sun are quite like a mirage
Shattered reason engulfs you sweetly embraced by the voices that have fallen into ruin
"do I dream...?" rose up from you to the sky
The loosened fallen ideal and rusted reality
pass each other by with a faded fragrance

Even you were consumed by the lost, grieving darkness
Like the swaying moon by the clouds

It's tears of blood begin to seep... worry... your hurt... many promise broken
It's tears of blood begin to seep... dirty... suffer... before it's your Falldown...

hating... falling... I am withstanding now...

Just thinking of the scene makes me sick... liar... betray... keep from falling...
Just thinking of the scene makes me sick... eat away... decay... before it's your Falldown...

The desire that was coiled around you seems like it will be torn asunder, I can't describe it but by despair...
There surely must be deceptionless thoughts in these hands... if they left me, I cannot search for them...
Even in the encroaching violations, my wishes will not become extinct...
believe me... stay with me... hug Falldown...

I go away from the sun... I'm falling... dirty... worry... How deep I descend?
screaming... be tired... so long... with darkness so long... I lose light...

REDDISH -DIVA VERSION-

青ざめた闇の灯りで黒い燭台が陰る　魅惑と誘惑の夜
今宵も始めようか…

Blood moon invite bad dream… in the my head… imagination…
Another side of brilliant me…

赤く燃え穢れた水を君の首筋に甘く　鈍ましく滴る海　彩やかに魅せられ

Blood moon invite bad dream… in the my head… imagination…
Another side of brilliant me…

限り無く純粋なままで　君へ深く…　甘く…堕ちて…　close dance…
ふたりなら何処までも逝ける　愛に満ちた欲望と…　with dance…

I will make you feel this… daft bodies floating in darkness
剥き出しの君を
Without you I can't fly… Drowning mind in your dark embrace
喰い潰す程

吐く息は空気と混ざり僕の聴覚を撫でる　芳しい麝香の中
艶やかに溶かして

Blood moon invite bad dream… in the my head… imagination…
Another side of brilliant me…

終わりなき夢の中で今　羊水(うみ)へ深く…淡く…溺れ…　close dance…
君はただ幼気(いたいけ)な少女　愛に飢えた幻と…　with　dance…

fook to me… feel to me… give to me… entrust body…
I will gladly carry your cross for you…
your hate and let it flow into me…

風に羽はばたかせて今…手を伸ばす黒い　Venus
そう全てを奪う者よ　この闇を掻き消してくれ…　もう二度と迷わぬように
I want to liberate…

I will make you feel this… daft bodies floating in darkness
渇きを充たして
Without you I can't fly… Drowning mind in your dark embrace
貪り尽くすまで

REDDISH -DIVA VERSION-

aosometa yami no akari de kuroi shokudai ga kageru miwaku to yuuwaku no yoru
koyoi mo hajimeyou ka...

Blood moon invite bad dream...
in the my head... imagination...
Blood moon invite bad dream...
another side of brilliant me...

akaku moe kegareta mizu wo kimi no kubisuji ni amaku nosomashiku shitataru umi azayaka ni miserare

Blood moon invite bad dream...
in the my head... imagination...
Blood moon invite bad dream...
another side of brilliant me...

kagirinaku junsui na mama de yousui (umi) e fukaku... amaku... ochite... close dance...
futari nara dokomademo yukeru ai ni michita yokunou to... with dance...

I will make you feel this... daft bodies floating in darkness
mukidashi no kimi wo
Without you I can't fly... drowning mind in your dark embrace
kui tsubusu hodo

haku iki wa kuuki to mazari boku no choukaku wo naderu kanbashii jakou no naka
adeyaka ni tokashite

Blood moon invite bad dream...
in the my head... imagination...
Blood moon invite bad dream...
another side of brilliant me...

owarinaki yume no naka de ima umi e fukaku... awaku... oboere... close dance...
kimi wa tada itaike na shoujo ai ni ueta maboroshi to... with dance...

Fxxk to me... feel to me... give to me... entrust body...
I will gladly carry your cross for you...
your hate and let it flow into me...

kaze ni hane habatakasete ima... te wo nobasu kuroi Venus
sou subete wo ubau mono yo kono yami wo kakikeshitekure... mou nidoto mayowanu you ni
I want to liberate...

I will make you feel this... daft bodies floating in darkness
kawaki wo mitashite
Without you I can't fly... drowning mind in your dark embrace
musabori tsukusu made

INFECTION

My soul is frozen and it's tied...
My ears find no voice of you...
My legs torn in sadness...
I'm standing in the darkness... I can never go on...

rain in the way... the light is far away...

How many times did I shout your name in the storm？
My voice's drying out...
I live because of you，so I believe...
“close your eyes”
Therefore，this pain never heals...

My eyes flowing with sorrow has twisted my world....
Everlasting memories have lost its taste
and became my enemy and hate.

rain in the way... the light is far away...

How many times did I shout your name in the storm？
My voice's drying out...
I live because of you，so I believe...
“close your eyes”
I know... I can never reach for you...
I live because of you，so I believe...
“close your eyes”
I don't regret dying for you...

DEARS

Another side of the GAME...迷うほど流れに遊ばれ
Another side of the FACE...幻想は深みで泣いている

孤独に...

全てを拒み塞がずに今こそ焔に満ちためを開け...

闇を裂いて君よ風になれ聞こえるか？時の声が翔ぬける
迷いながら絶えず突き抜けて　閉ざされた“鍵”を開き遠くヘと

絶望だけが浮かぶ空に創造さえ眼を伏せて光が見えずに...

暗闇で...

不安に立ち塞がれても逃げ場所求める術を掻き消して...

遥か彼方見える理想へと磨かれた君が望むスピードで
たとえ明日が覚めた世界でも　無いくせないモノを其処に掲げてゆけ...

瞼遮れば其処は闇に染まる
時に流されて己を見失う　何故自由を殺した？
さぁどこまでもゆける...
そう答えなどは無い...

今...闇を裂いて君よ風になれ　聞こえるか？時の声が翔ぬける
迷いながら絶えず突き抜けて　閉ざされた“鍵”を開く真実を...

風のように流れて
君だけが描く軌跡を
放て...“ミチ”の向こうへ...
Look for it...



DEARS taken from EGO HABITAT

Another side of the GAME... mayou hodo nagare ni asobare
Another side of the FACE... gensou wa fukami de naiteiru

kodoku ni...

subete wo kobami fusagazu ni ima koso honoo ni michita me wo hirake...

yami wo saite kimi yo kaze ni nare kikoeru ka? toki no koe ga kakenukeru
mayoinagara taezu tsukinukete tozasareta "kagi" wo hiraki tooku e to

zetsubou dake ukabu sora ni souzou sae me wo fusete hikari ga miezu ni...

kurayami de...

fuan ni tachifusagaretemo nigebasho motomeru sube wo kakikieshite...

haruka kanata mieru risou e to migakareta kimi ga nozomu SUPIIDO de
tatoe asu ga sameta sekai de mo nakusenai MONO wo soko ni kakageteyuku...

mabuta saegireba soko wa yami ni somaru
toki ni nagasarete onore wo miushinau
naze jiyuu wo koroshita?
saa doko made mo yukeru...
sou kotae nado wa nai...

ima... yami wo saite kimi yo kaze ni nare kikoeru ka? toki no koe ga kakanukeru
mayoinagara taezu tsukinukete tozasareta "kagi" wo hiraku shinjitsu wo...

kaze no you ni nagarete
kimi dake ga egaku kiseki wo
hanate... "MICHI" no mukou e...
Look for it...


DEARS taken from EGO HABITAT

Another side of the GAME... playing in the current until I lose my way
Another side of the FACE... crying in the depth of my illusions

alone...

refusing to shut it all up, for now I'm certain my fire-filled eyes are opening...

the darkness is torn apart and you become wind can you hear it? the voice of time soars past us
while lost, I still ceaselessly pierce through the closed off "key" opens a gap to far reaches

only despair floats in the sky, where even creation covers its eyes without having seen the light...

in darkness...

though insecurity stands in my way, my means of running away disappears...

to the ideal of a faraway other side that I can see, with a speed wishing to see the polished you
even if tomorrow will be a cold world, I go to brandish here that "something" which I can't lose...

when my eyes are obstructed, this place will be dyed in darkness
as time flows on, I lose sight of myself
why did you kill my freedom?
come now, I would have gone anywhere...
so, there are no answers for me...

now... the darkness is torn apart and you become wind can you hear it? the voice of time soars past us
while lost, I still ceaselessly pierce through the closed off "key" opens to truth...

flowing like the wind
only the miracle you traced out is
released... beyond the "road"
Look for it...

IN VAIN

love and hate myself.There're perfect sensee love and hate myself.An overflowing avarice

Althougt it is not perfect...
I envy your perfection...Just let me be...no dirty tricks

××××　×××…××× ×××…
Nobody can fill my ego.
Nobody can violate me.
Nobody can do my style.
Therefore...I say...

無感覚に...
ばら撒け種を　月に昇る自我の快楽
ねぇ君の揺り籠で　揺らして　綺麗なprostitute

love and hate myself.There're anger senses
love and hate myself.Anoverfloxing idea

Althougt it is not perfect...俺はカラカラ微笑う
I envy your honesty.Don't look at my face

Nobody can fill my ego.
Nobody can violate me.
Nobody can do my style.
Therefore...so...

夜...
君と溶け合う　月を滑る完全な行為
ねぇ口の揺り籠で　濡らして　俺だけのprostitute

I will dom× ×at× your fuck× ×ass with ×ex.
Sex mi××t be the only thing ×at
I can dom× ×at× with.what tha f××k'em all!! just ××n't fuck ××th me.no×× fuc×××s dix

無感覚に...
ばら撒け種を　月に昇る自我の快楽
ねぇ君の揺り籠で　揺らして　綺麗なprostitute

夜...
Foreteller of the moon,lead me by your guidance,
if not sleep in silence


IN VAIN

love and hate myself．There're perfect senses
love and hate myself．An overflowing avarice

Although it is not perfect...俺をカラカラ微笑う
I envy your perfection... Just let me be...no dirty tricks

×××× ×××...××× ×××...
Nobody can fill my ego.
Nobody can violate me.
Nobody can do my style.
Therefore...I say...

無感覚に...
ばら撒け種を 月に昇る自我の快楽
ねぇ君の揺り籠で 揺らして 綺麗なprostitute

love and hate myself．There're anger senses
love and hate myself．An overflowing idea

Although it is not perfect...俺はカラカラ微笑う
I envy your honesty．Don't look at my face

Nobody can fill my ego.
Nobody can violate me.
Nobody can do my style.
Therefore...so...

夜...
君と溶け合う 月を滑る完全な行為
ねぇ口の揺り籠で 濡らして 俺だけのprostitute

I will dom×at× your fuck××ass with ×ex.
Sex mi××t be the only thing ××at
I can dom××at× with,
what the f××k,×uck it,just f××k'em all !!
Just ××n't fuck ××th me，mo×× fuc×××s di×

無感覚に...
ばら撒け種を　月に昇る自我の快楽
ねぇ君の揺り籠で　揺らして　綺麗なprostitute

夜...
Foreteller of the moon，lead me by your guidonce，if not sleep in silence


IN VAIN taken from EGO HABITAT

love and hate myself. There're perfect senses
love and hate myself. An overflowing avarice

Although it is not perfect... I smile, all dried up
I envy your perfection... Just let me be... no dirty tricks

xxxx xxx... xxx xxx...
Nobody can fill my ego.
Nobody can violate me.
Nobody can do my style.
Therefore... I say...

in numbness...
scattering the rose seeds the pleasure of an ego that rises to the moon
hey, in your cradle rocking a pretty prostitute

love and hate myself. There're anger senses
love and hate myself. An overflowing idea

Although it is not perfect... I smile, all dried up
I envy your honesty. Don't look at my face

Nobody can fill my ego.
Nobody can violate me.
Nobody can do my style.
Therefore... so...

night...
you and I melt together a deed of perfection that glides over the moon
hey, in the cradle of your mouth soaked my only prostitute

I will dominate your fucker ass with sex.
Sex might be the only thing that
I can dominate with.
what the fuck, fuck it, just fuck 'em all !!
just don't fuck with me. mother fuckers die[1]

in numbness...
scattering the rose seeds the pleasure of an ego that rises to the moon
hey, in your cradle rocking a pretty prostitute

night...
Foreteller of the moon, lead me by your guidance.
if not sleep in silence.

GRUDGE

底に蠢き燃えるように奇麗でドス黒い血が流れ...
恨みを前に...ズタズタに裂いて全てを奪い取る程に...
I hate you...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the dept...
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends
ゆがむ声でI say to you..."and die,fucker die!!"

疼きだして　泥のような執着を抉り出す...
A dirty grudge... 消えない深く...
剥き出しの悪意がその血が枯れるまで...
I suffer... cause of you...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the dept...
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends
恐怖の中泣き叫ぶがいい...ゆがむ声でI say to you...
"and die,fucker die!!"

× ××× ×××... ×××× ×××...
Breakdown... All of you... Breakdown... disgusted...
Breakdown... sensation... Breakdown... The whole world!!...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the dept...
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends
恐怖の中泣き叫ぶがいい...ゆがむ声でI say to you...
"and die,fucker die!!"


GRUDGE taken from EGO HABITAT

soko ni ugomeki moeru you ni kirei de DOSU kuroi chi ga nagare...
urami wo mae ni... ZUTAZUTA ni saite subete wo ubaitoru hodo ni...
I hate you...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the dept...
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends
yugamu koe de I say to you... "and die, fucker die!!"

uzukidashite doro no you na shuuchaku wo eguridasu...
A dirty grudge... kienai fukaku...
mukidashi no akui ga sono chi ga kareru made...
I suffer... cause of you...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the dept...
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends
kyoufu no naka nakisakebu ga ii... yugamu koe de I say to you
"and die, fucker die!!"

x xxx xxx... xxxx xxx...
Breakdown... All of you... Breakdown... disgusted...
Breakdown... sensation... Breakdown... The whole world!!...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the dept...
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends
kyoufu no naka nakisakebu ga ii... yugamu koe de I say to you
"and die, fucker die!!"


GRUDGE taken from EGO HABITAT

wriggling on the bottom as if burning, dusky blood flows prettily down
before my resentment... splits with a rip, until I've plundered everything
I hate you...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the depth
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends.
in a distorted voice I say to you... "and die, fucker die!!"

it aches out, I gouge out its tenacity like mud...
A dirty grudge... unfading, deepening...
until the nakedness of my malice, this blood, all dies away
I suffer... cause of you...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the depth
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends
you can cry and shout in the midst of terror... in a distorted voice I say to you...
"and die, fucker die!!"

x xxx xxx... xxxx xxx...
Breakdown... All of you... Breakdown... disgusted...
Breakdown... sensation... Breakdown... The whole world!!...

Break Down... I'll deny your existence...
Wake up... my bursting blood...
I throw you down and down to the depth...
Until I die or you die... or until this world ends
you can cry and shout in the midst of terror... in a distorted voice I say to you...
"and die, fucker die!!"

TSUKI NO KIOKU -FALLEN-
月の記憶-fallen-

ずっと大きな夢を抱いて大切に眠る...
...誰かの言葉で覚醒めた運命のいたずらで

Don't stop me.Because it goes to be drowned...
Jesus,please forgive me for the sing...-that I'll commit-

奏でて君を誘う　どこまでもある暗い宙のように
絡めた指先で遊ぶ　切り裂いた旋律がまた揺れながら溶かした

『堕落の言葉を　聞かせた　身体の内部にまで』
Don't stop me.Because it goes to be drowned...
Jesus,please forgive me for the sing...

はかなく枯れる想い　瞳を開けたままどんな夢を見るの？
螺旋に侵されていく　張り付いた嘘がただ君だけを満たして

孤独に塞がれても　抜け出してまた自由になるまで
願いはどこまででも追い求め　溺れ　叶わなくても探して...

『堕落の言葉を　聞かせた君達......に...ま..........で...』

TSUKI NO KIOKU -FALLEN- taken from EGO HABITAT

zutto ooki na yume wo daite taisetsu ni nemuru...
...dareka no kotoba de mezamete toki[1] no itazura de

Don't stop me. Because it goes to be drowned...
Jesus, please forgive me for the sins... -that I'll commit-

kanadete kimi wo sasou doko made mo aru kurai sora[2] no you ni
karameta yubi[3] de asobu kirisaita oto[4] ga mata yurenagara tokashita

"daraku no kotoba wo kikasete karada no naka[5] ni made"

Don't stop me. Because it goes to drowned...
Jesus, please forgive me for the sins

hakanaku kareru omoi me wo aketa mama donna yume wo miru no?
rasen ni okasareteiku haritsuita uso ga tada kimi dake wo mitashite

kodoku ni fusagaretemo nukedashite mata jiyuu ni naru made
negai wa doko made demo oimotome obore kanawanakute mo sagashite...

"daraku no kotoba wo kikasete kimitachi...... ni... ma....... de..."



[1] written "unmei" (destiny), sung "toki" (time)
[2] Written "chuu" (space/void), sung "sora" (sky)
[3] Written "yubisaki" (fingertips), sung "yubi" (fingers).
[4] Written "senritsu" (melody), sung "oto" (sound).
[5] Written "naibu" (inner part), but sung "naka" (centre, inside).

MEMORY OF THE MOON -FALLEN- taken from EGO HABITAT

I embrace my ambitious dream the whole time while sleeping cautiously...
...awaken to somebody's words, in fate's mischief

Don't stop me. Because it goes to be drowned...
Jesus, please forgive me for the sins... -that I'll commit-

playing my instrument, I call out to you like the dark sky that is everywhere
entwined fingers play around the melody that has been torn to pieces melted while it wavered again

"tell me words of depravity, deep into my body"

Don't stop me. Because it goes to drowned...
Jesus, please forgive me for the sins

ephemeral withering thoughts having your eyes opened thus, what kind of dreams do you dream?
being violated by the spiral only the lie that clings to you still fills you up

though plugged up by loneliness I steal out, until I become free again
wherever I am, I pursue that wish drowning even if it doesn't come true, I still search

"tell me words of depravity, to... you all......."

ABEL TO KAIN
アベルとカイン

誰もがクローン...　　屈辱の烙印を受け
可能性の杭を打ち付けた　Fall into the depth...

始めからそう俺達は出来損ないさ...
創造さえも捩じ曲げてみたい　Reverse to the world...

底無き欲望だけをその胸に抱き
神さえも地上に放り出せ！！　Fucker right now...
“Burn away!!”
Valiant... 反逆のカイン　Resistance fucker!! “Don't be afraid!!”
Valiant... 革命の鐘　覚醒の羽根
Valiant... 冒涜のカイン　Resistance fucker!! “Don't be afraid!!”
Valiant... 忘却の眼に楽園を見た...
地上に舞い降りた白い羽根はもう踏みにじられ汚れた…

天に溶けて飛ぶための“ドラッグ”
栄光あれ　廃人の謝肉祭　Reverse to the world...

アベルの血を吸い羽根は重さを増して
飛べぬように悪を縫い付けた　Follow me...
“Burn away!!”
Valiant... 反逆のカイン　Resistance fucker!! “Don't be afraid!!”
Valiant... 革命の鐘　覚醒の羽根
Valiant... 冒涜のカイン　Resistance fucker!! “Don't be afraid!!”
Valiant... 死に絶えるまで...

ABERU TO KAIN

daremo ga KUROON... kutsujoku no rakuin wo uke
kanousei no kui wo uchitsuketa Fall into the depth...

hajimekara sou oretachi wa dekisokonai sa...
souzou sae mo nejimagete mitai Reverse to the world...

sokonaki yokubou dake wo sono mune ni daki
kami sae mo chijou ni houridase!! Fucker right now...

"Burn away!"
Valiant... hangyaku no KAIN Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... kakumei no kane kakusei no hane
Valiant... boutoku no KAIN Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... boukyaku no me ni rakuen wo mita...
chijou ni maiorita shiroi hane wa mou fuminijirare kegareta...

sora ni tokete tobu tame no "DORAGGU"
eikou are haijin no CARNIVAL Reverse to the world...

ABERU no chi wo sui hane wa omosa wo mashite
tobenu you ni aku wo nuitsuketa Follow me...

"Burn away!"
Valiant... hangyaku no KAIN Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... kakumei no kane kakusei no hane
Valiant... boutoku no KAIN Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... boukyaku no me ni rakuen wo mita...
chijou ni maiorita shiroi hane wa mou fuminijirare kegareta...
hikari no todokanu basho e... kizu wo agamete kyouhansha no tobira wo... go ahead...

"Burn away!"
Valiant... hangyaku no KAIN Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... kakumei no kan kakusei no hane
Valiant... boutoku no KAIN Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... kuroi hane sei ni shin ni taeru made...

ABEL AND CAIN taken from EGO HABITAT

everyone's a clone... accept the brand of disgrace
the stake of possibility was struck in Fall into the depth...

from the beginning, we were real failures
wanting to see how we could distort even creation Reverse to the world

embracing to our bosom only bottomless lust
expelled onto the earth by even God!! Fucker right now...

"Burn away!"
Valiant... rebel Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... the bells of revolution wings of lucidity
Valiant... blasphemous Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... paradise seen in the eyes of oblivion...
the white wings that swooped down onto the earth have been trampled on and dirtied

there's "drag"[1] from melting into the sky and flying
there's glory the invalid's carnival Reverse to the world

sucking Abel's blood, the weight of wings grow heavier
wickedness sewed on so it's as if I can't fly Follow me...

"Burn away!"
Valiant... rebel Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... the bells of revolution wings of lucidity
Valiant... blasphemous Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... paradise seen in the eyes of oblivion...
the white wings that swooped down onto the earth have been trampled on and dirtied
in a place light cannot reach... worship the wounds, the door for accomplices... go ahead...

"Burn away!"
Valiant... rebel Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... the bells of revolution wings of lucidity
Valiant... blasphemous Cain Resistance fucker!! "Don't be afraid!!"
Valiant... on black wings until it ceases in death

FORBIDDEN

Day,All pain
どこまでいける？粋を越えて
ただ　恐がらずに続け…神の落し子

Day,All pain
やすらぎ求め…枯れた場所へ
また　帰れなくて

こぼれた痛みと引き替えに　委ねて
俺が巧く導くから聞かせて
Follow to the DeatGood

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching,and moaning
虚しさが掻き消されていくかい？
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching,and moaning
『あぁ… 錆びて溶けるdownward』

Day,All pain
抱え込んでも　楽にはなれない
でも　満たされれば…

呑み込む闇と引き換えに　委ねて…
赤と黒に染める声が混ざり合う
Follow to the DeatGood

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching,and moaning
悲しみが消え失せていくかい？
Give me your hatred and essence
All this hitching,and moaning
『さぁ　終わりだすべて壊せ』

na...na na na...na na...axxx xx lixe an dexxh

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching,and moaning
虚しさが掻き消されていくかい？
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching,and moaning
『あぁ…錆びて…終わる…』

もし世界が明日終わるとしても今日、
俺は林檎の種を蒔くから
その先はアダムへ…

FORBIDDEN

Days, All pain
doko made ikeru? waku wo koete
tada kowagarazu ni tsuzuke... kami no otoshiko

Days, All pain
yasuragi motome... kareta basho e
mata kaerenakute

koboreta kizu to hikikae ni yudanete
ore ga umaku michibiku kara kikasete
Follow to the DeathGod

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching, and be moaning
munashisa ga kakikiesareteiku kai?
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching, and be moaning
"aa... sabite tokeru downwards"

Days, All pain
kakaekonde mo raku ni narenai
demo mitasarereba...

nomikomu yami to hikikae ni yudanete...
aka to kuro ni someru koe ga mazariau
Follow to the DeathGod

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching, and be moaning
kanashimi ga kieuseteiku kai?
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching, and be moaning
"saa owari da subete kowase"

na... na na na... na na... axxx xx lixe an dexxh

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching, and be moaning
munashisa ga kakikiesareteiku kai?
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching, and be moaning
"aa... sabite... owaru..."

moshi sekai ga asu owaru toshitemo
kyou,
ore wa ringo no tane wo maku kara
sono saki wa ADAMU e...

FORBIDDEN taken from EGO HABITAT

Days, All pain
where are you buried? crossing over the threshold
still I continue on without fear...God's lost son

Days, All pain
beg for peace... in a deadened place
I can't return again

the alternative to overflowing pain: devote yourself
I skillfully lead, I inform you
Follow to the DeathGod

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching, and bemoaning[1]
shall this emptiness be erased?
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching, and bemoaning
"ah... rusting, melting downward"

Days, All pain
even though you hold it in, it won't make you happy
but if you were to be satisfied...

the alternative to the swallowing darkness: devote yourself...
voices spattered with red and black mix together
Follow to the DeathGod

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching, and bemoaning
shall sorrow be ordered out of sight?
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching, and bemoaning
"come now, it's the end, destroy everything"

na... na na na... na na... axxx xx lixe an dexxh

Give me your suffering and sorrow voice
All this bitching and bemoaning
shall this emptiness be erased?
Give me your hatred and essence
All this bitching, and bemoaning
"ah... rusting... it's ending"

supposing that the world ends tomorrow
today,
I sow the seeds of the apple
for my priority is Adam...

HAI TO AME
灰と雨

廃れた瓦礫と灰色の空には色彩を失った鳥が舞う
眩暈覚えるように消えたまばゆい光が全てを狂わせた...

声を枯らし君は求め彷徨う...細い腕と壊れそうな瞳で
力でねじ伏せられ願さえ奪われた　空にかざした手は　果敢なく大地に触れた...

空に咲く華は悲しみの果てへと散って哀れみの雨を降らせた
今は聞こえない君の歌声よ響いて...　届くことのない願いを...

果てなき人間の欲望深く太陽を蝕む... この世界を今...

何も出来ず立ち尽くしたまま...この痛みを誰に伝えればいい？
心で叫んでいた...暗闇に縛られて　淡い記憶の中...　笑う君だけ残して...

風に舞う華はいつまでも君を彩る...　輝きは今を灯して
この道の先に...　僅かな希望があるのなら唄い続けよう...

届け...　犠牲を積み上げて手にした無欲な空に　涙の痛みを今を重ねたまま...

HAI TO AME taken from EGO HABITAT

sutareta gareki to haiiro no sora ni wa shikisai wo ushinatta tori ga mau
memai wo oboeru you ni kieta mabayui hikari ga subete wo kuruwaseta

koe wo karashi kimi wa motome samayou... hosoi ude to kowaresou na hitomi de
chikara de nejifuserare negai sae ubawareta sora ni kazashita te wa hakanaku daichi ni fureta...

sora ni saku hana wa kanashimi no hate e to chitte awaremi no ame wo furaseta
ima wa kikoenai kimi no utagoe yo hibiite... todoku koto no nai negai wo...

hatenaki sono[1] yokubou fukaku taiyou wo mushibamu... kono sekai wo ima...

nanimo dekizu tachitsukushita mama... kono itami wo dare ni tsutaereba ii?
kokoro de sakendeita... kurayami ni shibararete awai kioku no naka... warau kimi dake wo nokoshite...

kaze ni mau hana wa itsumade mo kimi wo irodoru... kagayaki wa ima wo tomoshite
kono michi no saki ni... wazuka na kibou ga aru no nara utaitsuzuke you...

todoke... gisei wo tsumiagete te ni shita muyoku na sora ni namida no itami wo ima mo kasaneta mama...



[1] written "ningen no" (humanity's), sung "sono" (that). I suspect that change was for rhythm's sake.

ASHES AND RAIN taken from EGO HABITAT

birds that have lost all their colour dance in the obsolete rubble and grey sky
like when one remembers vertigo, the dazzling light that has disappeared drove everything mad...

you, whose voice has dried up, wander begging... with eyes that seem to be breaking along with your slender arms
held down with force, robbed even of your wishes hands, held up in the sky, touched the vast land fleetingly...

the blooming flowers in the sky scatter towards the end of sorrow, as rains of compassion fell
now, a singing voice echoes from you who are inaudible... an unreachable wish...

the lust of endless humanity eats away deeply at the sun... this world is now...

helpless, I stood stock still thus... who should I tell about this pain?
I was crying out from my heart... bound by darkness in the midst of my faint memories... only a smiling you is left

the flowers dancing in the wind forever colour you... your radiance now lights up
at the end of this road... if there's a tiny hope, let us continue to sing...

reaching... sacrifices pile up under these hands, as the grief of tears now heap up under a greedless sky

TAINTED WORLD

何もかも統べて　嘲笑う偽善者は
溺れた欲望　振りかざす

偽りの涙と　見せかけで　罪を重ねていく
「Is not it a mistake」

誰もが欲に委ね　血を汚して
運命よ...この世界を狩るのか？

生きながら絶えず　希望さえ奪われる
目隠しの真実　誤摩化され

綺麗事はいらない　哀れみも　うわべだけの声に　苛立ち覚え

lies...
壊して　繋いで　重ねて　かざされ
right...
迷いは　黙らせて
「I change the world.」

全てを今光に変えてみせる　信じた明日を空に掲げ導け
刺の渦よ　険しき程　確かな答えは其処に広がる

「茨の中みえずにいた真実その手で掴み取れ」

僅かな希望でも真実に変わるべき世界とその血へ　刻め

lies...
掴んで　壊して　構わず　沈めて
right...
迷いは　黙らせて
「I save you now.」

新たな世界は今幕を上げた　迷いは全て捨ててその先へ
手にした翼広げ壁を越えて　確かな答えを響かせ

The time is over now...I draw a new scene...


TAINTED WORLD taken from EGO HABITAT

nanimokamo wo subete azawarau gizensha wa
oboreta yokubou furikazasu

itsuwari no namida to misekake de tsumi to kasaneteiku
"Is not it a mistake?"

daremo ga yoku ni yudane chi wo kegashite sadame[1] yo.... kono sekai wo karu no ka?

ikinagara taezu kibou sae ubawareru
mekakushi no RIARU[2] gomakasare

kirei koto wa iranai awaremi mo uwabe dake no koe ni iradachi oboe

lies...
kowashite tsunaide kasanete kazasare
right...
mayoi wa damarasete
"I change the world."

subete wo ima hikari ni kaete miseru shinjita asu wo sora ni kakage
michibike toge no uzu yo kewashiki hodo tashika na kotae wa soko ni hirogaru

"ibara no naka miezu ni ita shinjitsu sono te de tsukamitore"

wazuka na kibou demo sono kagayaki[3] wo kawarubeki sugata[4] to sono chi e kizame

lies...
tsukande kowashite kamawazu shizumete
right...
madoi wa damarasete
"I save you now."

arata na [negai ga][5] sekai wa ima maku wo ageta mayoi wa subete sutete sono saki e
te ni shita tsubasa hiroge kabe wo koete tashika na kotae wo hibikase

The times is over now...
I draw a new scene...



[1] written "unmei", sung "sadame". both mean "destiny".
[2] written "shinjitsu" (truth), and sung in English as "real" (well... in japanese pronounciation: RIARU.)
[3] written "shinjitsu" (truth), and inexplicably sung "sono kagayaki" (that brilliance). wtf.
[4] written "sekai" (world), sung "sugata" (silhouette/figure).
[5] The "negai ga" in brackets are sung, but not in the written lyrics.
note: Hizumi inserts a lot of "say, saa, sou"'s throughout the song that aren't in the written lyrics.

taken from EGO HABITAT

controlling everything, the ridiculing hypocrites
brandish their drowning lust

feigning tears of deception, their sins are piling up
"Is not it a mistake?"

everyone devoted to greed, blood dirtied, that's destiny... are you hunting for this world?

living without cease, stealing even hope away
the reality[1] of a blindfold deceives

beautiful things are not needed, even compassion is only the voice of appearances memory of irritation

lies...
break down, tie together, pile up, held overhead
right...
indecision made silent
"I change the world."

show how everything can now be changed by light, hoist into the sky the tomorrow in which I trust
a vortex of guiding thorns, impregnable, I'm sure that the answers are spread out in that place

"without seeing into the midst of the briers, I grabbed as much of the truth there in my hand"

even though it's a mere hope, it should have changed the truth, carved into the world and this blood

lies...
grasp on, break down, don't care, sink in
right...
delusion made silent
"I save you now."

the curtain lifted now on a new world, leaving behind all indecision
wings spread under my hand, cross the wall, I'm sure the answers will echo there

The times is over now...
I draw a new scene...

[THE WORLD IN A CAGE]


『君は自由ですか…？』
『僕はきっと自由ではありません』

『僕はこの瞳の奥に映る小さなスクリーンで、僕だけの映像を見ます…』

『僕は明るく暖かい場所にいます』
『僕はその場所が籠の中の世界だと言う事に気付いていないのかもしれません』

『僕は暗く寒い場所にいます』
『僕は好んでその場所にいるのかもしれません』

『僕はまだサナギです、まだ羽がありません』

『僕は君達が羽ばたいている姿が好きです』

『僕はまだサナギです、まだ羽がありません』

『僕は君達が羽を奪われた姿が好きです』

『僕は君が望む理想になれません』
『僕はそのせいで、ここにいます』

『僕は僕が望む理想になれません』
『僕はそのせいで、同じ事を繰り返しています』

『僕はこの瞳の奥に映る小さなスクリーンで、僕だけの映像を見ます…』

『君は自由ですか…？』
『僕は自由のかもしれません』


[THE WORLD IN A CAGE] taken from EGO HABITAT

"kimi wa jiyuu desu ka...?"
"boku wa kitto jiyuu de wa arimasen"

"boku wa kono hitomi no oku ni utsuru chiisana SUKURIIN de, boku dake no eizou wo mimasu..."

"boku wa akaruku atatakai basho ni imasu"
"boku wa sono basho ga kago no naka no sekai dato iu koto ni kizuiteinai no kamoshiremasen"

"boku wa kuraku samui basho ni imasu"
"boku wa kononde sono basho ni iru no kamoshiremasen"

"boku wa mada SANAGI desu, mada hane ga arimasen"

"boku wa kimitachi ga habataiteiru sugata ga suki desu"

"boku wa mada SANAGI desu, mada hane ga arimasen"

"boku wa kimitachi ga hane wo ubawareta sugata ga suki desu"

"boku wa kimi ga nozomu risou ni naremasen"
"boku wa sono sei de, koko ni imasu"

"boku wa boku ga nozomu risou ni naremasen"
"boku wa sono sei de, onaji koto wo kurikaeshite imasu"

"boku wa kono hitomi no oku ni utsuru chiisana SUKURIIN de, boku dake no eizou wo mimasu..."

"kimi wa jiyuu desu ka...?"
"boku wa jiyuu na no kamoshiremasen"


[THE WORLD IN A CAGE] taken from EGO HABITAT

"are you free...?"
"I'm certain that I'm not free"

"in a small screen reflected in the depths of this eye, I see only myself..."

"I am in a bright warm place"
"I am not sure if I notice or not that the place I am in is a world inside a cage"

"I am in a dark cold place"
"I am not sure that I'm in that place of my own free will"

"I am still a pupa, still without wings"

"I admire you all, with your soaring figures"

"I am still a pupa, still without wings"

"I admire you all, with your wings stolen from you"

"I cannot become the ideal you wish for"
"because of that, I'm here"

"I cannot become the ideal I wish for"
"because of that, the same things keep repeating to me"

"in a small screen reflected in the depths of this eye, I see only myself..."

"are you free...?"
"I might be free"

KOGOERU YORU NI SAITA HANA
凍える夜に咲いた花

振り返るその景色に君の影を探していた…

安らぎを求め過ぎて傷つけ合う二人
凍えた孤独は寒空に昇り花を降らせた

崩れていく予感の中　立ち尽くしていた
白く光り優しかった　掌で消えた花のように

雪が歌う夜に君を憶うよ
凍りついたこの部屋で
色褪せた記憶は眩しいくらい
孤独に染める…

積もっていく過去が今を造りあげる
癒やせない傷も間違いじゃない　いつか言えるから

今は違う空を見上げ　渡って行けるはず
息を白く染める頃に蘇る記憶　君を連れて

戻せない時間を悔やまぬように
与えられた時が現在
鮮やかな世界を廻るmerry-go-round
孤独と揺れて…

花のように枯れてしまっても
君を憶い　君を感じ　翔けぬける季節、胸の中で…

雪が歌う夜に君を憶うよ
凍りついたこの部屋で
憧れた未来を待ち望むように
孤独を生きて…

KOGOERU YORU NI SAITA HANA taken from EGO HABITAT

furikaeru sono keshiki ni KIMI no kage wo sagashiteita...

yasuragi wo motomesugite kizutsukeau futari
kogoeta kodoku wa sora[1] ni nobori hana wo furaseta

kuzureteiku yokan no naka tachitsukushite ita
shiroku hikari yasashikatta te no hira de kieta hana no you ni

yuki ga utau yoru ni kimi wo omou yo
kooritsuita kono heya de
iroaseta kioku wa mabushii kurai
kodoku ni someru...

tsumotteiku kako ga ima wo tsukuriageru
iyasenai kizu mo machigai janai itsuka ieru kara

ima wa chigau sora wo miage watatte yukeru hazu
iki wo shiroku someru koro ni yomigaeru kioku kimi wo tsurete

modosenai jikan wo kuyamanu you ni
ataerareta toki ga ima[2]
azayaka na sekai wo mawaru merry-go-round
kodoku to yurete...

hana no you ni karete shimatta mo
kimi wo omoi kimi wo kanji kakenukeru kisetsu, mune no naka de...

yuki ga utau yoru ni kimi wo omou yo
kooritsuita kono heya de
akogareta mirai wo machi nozomu you ni
kodoku wo ikite...



[1] written "samuzora"
[2] written "genzai"

taken from EGO HABITAT

looking back, I was searching for your shadow in that landscape

demanding too much tranquillity, we wounded each other
flowers, ascending the cold sky, were felled by my frozen solitude

in my crumbling premonition, I was standing stock still
the white light was gentle, like the disappearing flower in my palm

the snow sings in the night as I remember you
frozen inside this room
these fading memories are almost dazzling
I'm splattered with loneliness...

the past that was piling up is now completed
this incurable wound is not a mistake, someday I'd be able to tell you

now I raise my eyes to the unusual sky, expecting to cross it
with you are memories, that resurrect the time when our breaths splattered white

mourning the inability to return to that time past,
I am awarded the time now instead
a merry-go-round that revolves back to that vivid world
my loneliness fluttering...

even if I wither completely away like the flowers
I remember you, I feel you, the seasons soar forth, in my breast...

the snow sings in the night as I remember you
frozen inside this room
waiting, hoping for a future I've long yearned for
so this loneliness lives on...

MAZE

Mephistの囁きに惑わされ
手を伸ばせば　闇の壁に潰されそうになる
ネガティブな感情さえ無くて
抜け殻のように歩いて砕け散った

「陽のあたる場所も無い　迷いの世界で」

傷跡見えない痛みを知らずに生きたいのなら
クダラナイ幻想を捨て眼に見える全てを　焼き尽くせ...

ただひとつ捨てきれずに残された
君だけの声を繋いで探し出すから

「安らぎを許さない　魔酔いの？で」

もう芝居なんていらない　偽りで塗り潰した
醜さに「苦しいよ...」と　孤独に嘆くなら
化けの皮裂いて今すぐ　「救いが欲しい...」と叫べ
迷い込むその前に　この俺がその手を掴むから

手探りで擦り抜けた想いは闇と戯れ
奪われた翼に、引き裂かれ痛む手足
君さえ...君まで...

希望さえ見えない世界で自由など欲しくはない
決められた出口など　求める気すらない
化けの皮裂いて今すぐ　「救いが欲しい...」と叫べ
塞がれたその先は　この俺が創ろう
化けの皮裂いて　たとえ君が光無くし
迷い込むその前に　この俺がその手を掴むから


MAZE taken from EGO HABITAT

Mephist no sasayaki ni madowasare
te wo nobaseba yami no kabe ni tsubusaresou ni naru
NEGATIBU na kanjou sae nakute
nukegara no you ni aruite kudakechitta

"hi no ataru basho mo nai mayoi no sekai de"

kizuato mienai itami wo shirazu ni ikitai no nara
KUDARANAI gensou wo sute me ni mieru subete wo yakitsukuse...

tada hitotsu sutekirezu ni nokosareta
kimi dake no koe wo tsunaide sagashidasu kara

"yasuragi wo yurusanai mayoi no sumika[1] de"

mou shibai nante iranai itsuwari de nuritsubushita
minikusa ni "kurushii yo..." to kodoku ni nageku nara
bake no kawa saite ima sugu "sukui ga hoshii..." to sakebe
mayoikomu sono mae ni kono ore ga sono te wo tsukamu kara

tesaguri de surinuketa omoi wa yami to tawamure
ubawareta tsubasa ni, hikisagare itamu teashi
kimi sae... kimi made...

kibou sae mienai sekai de jiyuu nado hoshiku wa nai
kimerareta deguchi nado motomeru kigasuranai
bake no kawa saite ima sugu "sukui ga hoshii..." to sakebe
fusagareta sono saki wa kono ore ga tsukurou
bake no kawa saite tatoe kimi ga hikari nakushi
mayoikomu sono mae ni kono ore ga sono te wo tsukamu kara



[1] written with an obscure kanji with the same meaning, pronounced "su".


MAZE taken from EGO HABITAT

led astray by Mephist's[1] whispers
if I reach out my hand, it seems I smash into a wall of darkness
I don't even have negative emotions
walking like I was casting off skin, I was shattered

"there's no place in the light, in a world of doubt"

unseeing of the scars, without knowing of the pain, if I want to live
I must abandon these unbroken illusions, burn to ashes all that I see...

I left without abandoning one thing
only your voice is tied to me, so I search for it

"unforgivable peace, in a house of dizzying monsters"

I don't need this charade anymore, I blacked out these lies
ugliness is "painful" and if I lament my loneliness
my corrupted skin splits open, and at once I yell "I want to be saved..."
ahead, I lose my way, so I grasp your hands

I groped for them, the thoughts that slipped away to flirt with the dark
stolen wings, torn off limbs in agony
even you... until you...

in a world in which I can't even see hope, I don't want such things as freedom
I can't beg for things like arranged exits
my corrupted skin splits open, and at once I yell "I want to be saved..."
I'm shut up before I can be recreated
my corrupted skin splits open, if your light disappears
ahead, I'll lose my way, so I grasp your hands

PIG

侮辱と憶測　愚弄と妄想　時が命喰らうまで
感情では飼いならせない　深く病み沈む闇
Suffer...Feed on body...

堕落のPIG　履き違えた権力と
欲望が示すまま貪る
肺中が感染症　汚染された息を吐き
垂れ流す愚かな　You are ugly...

ヒヨワなPIG　プライド捨て笑ってる
気が付けば踊らされ喰われてる
愛嬌が最高な自慢の鼻震わせて
嗅ぎ回るその姿　You are fucker !!

　ウス汚い涙流しても心まで奇麗になれやしない
　バラ撒かれた汚物の中　そう走っては知って愚かさに嘆くがいい...

悪魔のPIG　俺も同じ...
偽善のPIG　お前も同類さ...
俺の眼は視点の違う双眼鏡
悪名が売りのRock star　演じて
最高な精神show　理想的な神を演じ
嘲笑う見下して　Repeat a crime...

　泥塗れの俺は叫ぶ　被害者の面で醜さを隠しながら...
　過ちさえ喰らい尽くす”弱さ”という名の強情で「邪悪な豚」

腐りすぎた名も無き俺達は
過ちをまた繰り返していく
ただ...ただ...弱さ隠す為に...

　閉ざしたその心を喰らい尽くす”弱さ”という名の強情で「邪悪な豚」
　君の中で生きる　そいつは光欲しがっている


PIG taken from EGO HABITAT

bujoku to okusoku gurou to mousou toki ga inochi kurau made
kanjou de wa kainarasenai fukaku yami shizumu yami
Suffer... Feed on body...

daraku no PIG hakichigaeta kenryoku to
yokubou ga shimesu mama musaboru
haichuu ga kansenshou osen sareta iki wo haki
tarenagasu orokana You are ugly

HIYOWA na PIG PURAIDO wo sute waratteru
ki ga tsukeba odorasare kuwareteru
aikyou ga saikou na jiman no hana furuwasete
kagimawaru sono sugata You are fucker!!

USUgitanai namida nagashite mo kokoro made kirei ni wa nare yashinai
BARA makareta obutsu no naka sou hashitte wa shitte orokasa ni nageku ga ii...

akuma no PIG ore mo onaji...
gizen no PIG omae mo onaji[1] sa...
ore no me wa shiten no chigau sougankyou
akumyou ga uri no Rock star enjite
saikou na seishin show risouteki na kami wo enji
azewarau mikudashite Repeat a crime

doromamire no ore wa sakebu higaisha no tsura de minikusa wo kakushinagara...
ayamachi sae kurai tsukusu "yowasa" to iu na no goujou de "jaaku na buta"

kusarisugita namonaki oretachi wa
ayamachi wo mata kurikaeshite iku
tada... tada... yowasa wo kakusu tame ni...

tozashita sono kokoro wo kurai tsukusu "yowasa" to iu na no goujou de "jaaku na buta"
kimi no naka de ikiru soitsu wa hikari hoshigatte iru



[1] written "dourui".


PIG taken from EGO HABITAT

insult and speculation, derision and delusion, until time eats life all up
these feelings can't be domesticated; deep illness, sinking darkness
Suffer... Feed on body...

depraved PIG your mistaken authority and
lust is pointed out, and I desire it
lungs full of infection, exhalations of contaminated breaths
discharging idiocy You are ugly

weak PIG you're laughing as you throw away your pride
when will you notice that you're being made to dance, made to swallow
my nose, my greatest pride and charm, trembles
I've sniffed back to your figure You are fucker!!

though your filthy tears flow, your heart won't ever become clean
I seeded roses among the garbage; you running like this is a foolish cry and it's okay

PIG of fiends you're the same...
PIG of hypocrites you're the same kind...
my eyes are binoculars of incorrect vision
I play a Rock star who sells his bad reputation
the most high-spirited show, playing an ideal god
sneering, despising Repeat a crime...

I'm muddied and screaming, a victim's face while I hide my ugliness...
the "weakness" that ate up even the past is said to be a stubborn name for "the evil pig"

we're too rotted, we don't have names
our pasts are repeating again
only... only... to hide our weakness...

the "weakness" that darkens your heart is said to be a stubborn name for "the evil pig"
I live inside you, wanting your light

SQUALL

季節変わり儚くも花は散り
生温い雨が敷き詰める記憶に触れた

目を閉じれば君が笑う　胸に込み上げる想いが溢れた

「サヨナラ...」掻き消すほどの雨に打たれ
絶えない悲しみは君がくれた安らぎ

隠しきれぬ憂鬱に溺れていく
溜め息は深く　暗闇に突き落とした

止まない雨...虚しい程　独り歩き出す強さを両手に

切なく震える想いが君を探す
もう二度と忘れない　強く焦がす優しい声

アベリアを伝い落ちる光る雫　ゆらりふわり
そっと光は渇く大地までも癒す
散りばめられた雨に溶けた想いまでも流して...

サヨナラ...未来の地図に君は居ない
もう行くよ忘れない　君と出逢った奇跡を...

ほどけた想いを映して空が泣いてた...

forbear...
I wanted to be together with you forever...


SQUALL taken from EGO HABITAT

kisetsu kawari hakanaku mo hana wa chiri
namanurui ame ga shikitsumeru kioku ni fureta

me wo tojireba kimi ga warau mune ni komiageru omoi ga afureta

"SAYONARA..." kakikesu hodo no ame ni utare
taenai kanashimi wa kimi ga kureta yasuragi

kakushi kirenu yuu'utsu ni oboreteiku
tameiki wa fukaku kurayami ni tsuki otoshita

yamanai ame... munashii hodo hitori arukidasu tsuyosa wo ryoute ni

setsunaku furue omoi ga kimi wo sagasu
mou nidoto wasurenai tsuyoku kogasu yasashii koe

ABERIA wo tsutai ochiru hikaru shizuku yurari fuwari
sotto hikari wa kawaku daichi made mo iyasu
chiribamerareta ame ni toketa omoi made mo nagashite...

SAYONARA... mirai no chizu ni kimi wa inai
mou yuku yo wasurenai kimi to deatta kiseki wo...

hodoketa omoi wo utsushite sora ga naiteta...

forebear...
I wanted to be together with you forever...


SQUALL taken from EGO HABITAT

transient as the seasons change, the flowers scatter
my memories, washed over by the lukewarm rain, were touched

if I close my eyes, you are laughing; my heart is so filled that my feelings overflowed

"goodbye..." the rains beat down on me until I am erased
you gave peace to my endless sorrow

I'm drowning in this gloom that cannot be concealed
my sighs are deep; I was thrust down into the darkness

ceaseless rain... it's futile; alone I tread forth, hand in hand with strength

painfully my trembling thoughts search you out
I won't forget a second time; a gentle voice scorches strongly

shining drops fall along the abelias[1], wavering gently
softly the light heals even the great thirsting earth
mingled into the rain, my feelings dissolved until they too flow...

goodbye... in the map of the future, you are not there
though I go on I don't forget; the miracle of a reunion with you...

reflecting my unravelling thoughts, the sky cried...

forbear...
I wanted to be together with you forever...


[1] The kanji reads ABERIA, and I had to guess what that referred to.
the best candidate was "Abelia", a genus of flower that include honeysuckles.

DESERT

I was alone... I　can't get to the sky...
Alone for all time! I can't get to the sky...

渇き崩れ落ちた　　　ひと握の願い
殴りつける砂の雨が全てを攫った
Alone for all time! I can't get to the sky...
grow worse
Alone for all time! with scars...

渇き水求めて　　奪い合う世界
裂ける傷を埋めてくのは　　歪んだ欲望だった
Alone for all time! I can't get to the sky...
grow worse
Alone for all time! with scars...

砂漠を飛び立つ　　　幻想、悲哀羽根に変え
墜落する空に分かれ告げて果てなく
白く輝く　　　　たとえ燃え尽きても...
the vain world...

besides... 誰かが堕ちる　　　ゆら揺れて
desire... 独りでは空に深く溺れそうで...

砂漠を飛び立つ　　　幻想、悲哀羽根に変え
墜落する空に分かれ告げて果てなく
たとえ尽きても　　　羽根を広げてみせよう


DESERT


I was alone... I　can't get to the sky...
Alone for all time! I can't get to the sky...

kawaki kuzureochita hito aku no negai
naguri tsukeru suna no ame ga subete wo saratte
Alone for all time! I can't get to the sky...
grow worse
Alone for all time! with scars...

kawaki mizu motomete ubaiau sekai
sakeru kizu wo umeteku no wa yuganda yokubodatta
Alone for all time! I can't get to the sky...
grow worse
Alone for all time! with scars...

sabaku wo tobitatsu gensou, hiai hane ni kae
tsuiraku suru sora ni wakare tsugete hatenaku
shiroku kagayaku tatoe moetsuki demo...
the vain world...

besides... dareka ga ochiru yura yurete
desire... hitoride wa sora ni fukaku obore sou de...

sabaku wo tobitatsu gensou, hiai hane ni kae
tsuiraku suru sora ni wakare tsugete hatenaku
tatoe tsukitemo hane wo hirogete miseyou


DESERT taken from EGO HABITAT

I was alone... I can't get to the sky...
Alone for all time! I can't get to the sky...

thirst and ruin fell; a handful of wishes
everything was abducted by the rain of the conquering sands
Alone for all time! I can't get to the sky...
grow worse
Alone for all time! with scars...

I beg water for my thirst; there's a struggle for the earth
it was warped lust that buries the split-open wound
Alone for all time! I can't get to the sky...
grow worse
Alone for all time! with scars...

flying off from the desert; illusions, grief change to wings
tell me that the collapsing sky branches out to be endless
brilliant and white, even though it burns out
the vain world...

besides... somebody is falling, waver, wavering
desire... alone, it's as if I am drowning deeply in the sky...

flying off from the desert; illusions, grief change to wings
tell me that the collapsing sky branches out to be endless
even if it does end, let's spread to display our wings

SCREEN

誰も居ない no discord in melody...
心塞ぎ no more pain left to feel...

残酷な程　誰も癒せない
もう光までも目を伏せた

腕の中で崩れ去った　無情に赤く焼きつく太陽はもう...見えない
嘆き果てる no tears for me to cry...
闇が照らし no more hope left to live...

眠り無くした耳鳴りが突き刺す
鳴り止まぬ悪夢　何もかもを暗闇に変えていく

月よ抱いて照らしてくれ　夜空の星屑さえも映さない...この目が
行き場の無いこの想いが消えてしまいそうな程　孤独だと伝えて...

sleep...醒めない夢
もう一度　忘れかけた空を...
shallow... howling... haze...

祈り高く願う空へ　暗闇の先の声を...今はそう信じたい
だから生きて...傷を抱いて...光枯れても君の呼ぶ方へ歩きたい
与えられた時を命の焔が消えるまで

SCREEN taken from EGO HABITAT

daremo inai no discord left in melody...
kokoro fusagi no more pain left to feel...

zankoku na hodo daremo iyasenai
mou hikari made mo me wo fuseta

ude no naka de kuzuresatta mujou ni akaku yakitsuku taiyou wa mou... mienai

nageki hateru no more tears for me to cry...
yami ga terashi no more hope left to live...

nemuri nakushita mimi nari tsukisasu
nari yamanu akumu nanimokamo wo kurayami ni kaeteiku

tsuki yo daite terashite kure yozora no hoshikuzu sae mo utsusanai... kono me ga
ikiba no nai kono omoi ga kiete shimaisou na hodo kodoku dato tsutaete...

sleep... samenai yume
mou ichido wasurekaketa sora wo...
shallow... howling... haze...

inori takaku negau sora e kurayami no saki no koe wo... ima wa sou shinjitai
dakara ikite... kizu wo daite... hikari karete mo kimi no yobu hou e mou[1] arukitai
ataerareta toki wo inochi no hi ga kieru made


[1] not written, only sung.

SCREEN taken from EGO HABITAT

nobody is here; no discord in melody...
my heart is plugged up; no more pain left to feel...

it's too cruel, nobody can be healed
my eyes are covered up even in light

crumbling away in my arms; it's heartless... that I can't see the red burning sun

my lament ends; no tears for me to cry...
the darkness shines on me; no more hope left to live...

I was sleepless, a buzzing pierces me
a nightmare of endless ringing; everything is turning into darkness

the moon's embracing shine runs out; these eyes... don't even reflect the stardust of the night sky
as though these thoughts that have no destination are disappearing completely; since I'm alone, I tell you...

sleep... a dream with no awakening
once more, I started to forget the sky...
shallow... howling... haze...

my wished prayer rises higher to heaven; now I want to believe... the voice at the tip of the darkness
therefore, I live on... embracing my wound... though the light withers, I want to walk towards your shout
until the time that was given to us, life's flame, fades

DAMNED

風吹かぬ花園　腐り始める
触れた手もその螺旋を描く

彷徨える命の嘆き　風よ“雲を裂き照らせ”
声を限り歌う

その眼を塞がず映せ　歪んだ世界を
瓦礫に撃たれ腐りゆく日々　お前の望みを裏切る

風吹かぬ花園　泳ぐ死の灰
侵していくその胸へと深く

奪われた犠牲は空に　土へ還り踏み躙られoh...

その眼を見開き映せ　望んだ世界か？
大地の畝り空への叫び　炎に抱かれた嘆きを

その眼を塞がず映せ　歪んだ世界を
瓦礫に撃たれ腐りゆく日々　お前の魂へと記される
lalala...
chained...buried...It's your stained soul...
your stained soul


DAMNED taken from EGO HABITAT

kaze fukanu hanazono kusari hajimeru
fureta te mo sono rasen wo egaku

samayoeru inochi no nageki kaze yo "kumo wo saki terase"
koe wo kagiri utau

sono me wo fusagazu utsuse yuganda sekai wo
gareki ni utare kusariyuku hibi omae no nozomi wo uragiru

kaze fukanu hanazono oyogu shi no hai
okashiteiku sono mune e to fukaku

ubawareta gisei wa sora ni tsuchi e kaeri fumi nijirare oh...

sono me wo mihiraki utsuse nozonda sekai ka?
daichi no uneri sora e no sakebi honoo ni dakareta nageki wo

sono me wo fusagazu utsuse yuganda sekai wo
gareki ni utare kusariyuku hibi omae no tamashii e to kisareru
lalala...
chained...buried.... It's your stained soul...
your stained soul


DAMNED taken from EGO HABITAT

the wind unblowing in the garden, it begins to rot
an affected hand traces out this spiral, too

a lament for a wandering life; oh, wind, "tear open the clouds to shine"
my voice sings to its limit

your eyes reflect, unshuttered; the distorted world is
struck by rubble in these rotting days; your hopes are betrayed

the wind unblowing in the garden, the ashes of swimming death
are violating your breast deeply

sacrifices that were stolen into the sky, return to the earth to be trampled underfoot. oh...

your eyes reflect, wide open; is this the hoped-for world?
I shout to the sky over a roiling earth, a lament embraced by fire...

your eyes reflect unshuttered; the distorted world is
struck by rubble in these rotting days; it's recorded in your soul
lalala...
chained... buried... It's your stained soul...
your stained soul...